October 2010
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Damaris-Patrick Wolf
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My mood swings are horrendous right now.
Everyone is annoying and I want to punch someone in the face.
And I feel sick.
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Cold pizza is so much better!!
Anonymous asked: do a topless tuesday!
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Tailend Tuesday.
Okay it’s an old one but I don’t care! Roma 08!
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Sometimes I just like to be by myself.
So I know I’m still me.
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I think I'm gunna clear some stuff out.
I’m such a hoarder! I keep everything and my room just looks like it belongs to a child, maybe get most of my soft toys together and give them to my baby brother, they seem to be disappearing one by one anyway, he always takes one when he comes in my room, bless haha ^_^
I feel like I’m maybe starting to grow up, even though I’m immature in so many ways still. I’ve...
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“You say that you can save me, don’t hope to ever find me. I fear I’m...”
– BMTH
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My list remains incomplete.
I had something to eat and took meds, but haven’t managed to drag myself out of my pit to do anything else. Call me lazy, I am lazy, but I also have no will or desire to help myself today. My mum will be mad when she gets home from work and asks me what I’ve done today.
Get off my back. I’m struggling. And you don’t understand.
I’m moving into my dads soon, I...
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Time to get up.
Have breakfast, take meds.
Ring debt people.
Have a bath.
Tidy my room.
Put a wash on.
Write letters to local care homes asking for a job!
Give Curtis her antibiotics.
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I woke up with no pyjama bottoms on…I don’t remember taking them off, hmm weird.
Anyway, I feel anxious as shit, I can’t even deal with myself right now, I’d like to just sleep and sleep and sleep and not have to think about anything. I was watching something on 4od and everytime it froze I panicked a little. I can’t keep my foot still. I don’t want to get out...
Ok, thank you :) x
tryitsabine replied to your post:I’ve had a nice quiet weekend in with Dave, which…
Oh, You will get trough this. Just try not to hate yourself, ok?
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I’ve had a nice quiet weekend in with Dave, which has been lovely, mostly. I could do without the nausea and anxiety and whatnot. I’m glad to be by myself right now, Dave has just gone home. I’m tired, anxious and not feeling too happy.
Friday was good, got lots done thanks to my lovely boy who encouraged me to get it all done and also was my taxi for the morning. Went to sign...
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Great fun.
Day two back on Citalopram 20mg.
I feel sick, my jaw is tense and I can feel the anxiety bubbling up inside me.
I’m fucking cursed, a liability, a danger to myself and anyone that loves me, this is how I feel.
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Saturday morning.
I’ve left the boyfriend in bed, he’s snoring and annoying so I’m sat in the kitchen with milk and fruit toast ^_^
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Tired.
I had a restless night, think I’m just going to curl up in bed and wait for Dave to get back. Got to get up early tomorrow, take Curtis to the vets, sign on at the job centre and pick up my meds. Then spend the rest of the day sleeping off the nausea of my meds, again. I really need to stick to them this time.
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I've been waiting for ages to register back with...
I ring up today to finally make an appointment to see a doctor so I can get my meds again. There’s no appointments left and I don’t even need to see the doctor because apparently I’m on repeat prescription.
OH.